Thursday, November 29, 2007
hmmmm.....
here to update liao le...
shall blog abt ytd bahx....
ytd ard evening tym went yishun gv n watch hitman wif shiou...
overall e movie was alrite bahx though it din meet my expectations for it bahx...
haf dinner wif him n reach hme ard 10pm bahx...
today went sch frm 8am-ard 11am...
went hme after dat....
n cooked my fried rice..
can say finally i achieved e taste i wanted bahx..
i'm lovin it..
haha...
actually wan go running de but in e end...
decided against it...
shall wait till my shin is completely recover before i'm back to sports lyk bball n running bahx...
nth much to say abt today bahx...
jus simply slacking throughout e whole day bahx...
i'm missing someone badly.... but does she noe it??...
perhaps no bahx...
my decision to quit haf come back to haunt mi le..as well as making one terrible mistake which is unforgivable...
haiz...
i'll try my best nt to let it affect e progress i'm makin in my studies...
hope fate will treat mi gd next yr bahx...
n tis yr is a yr of failure for mi...=(
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
11:01 PM
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
hmmmm....
here to update liao le bahx....
dunno wad to say liao le...
feelin moodless nw.....
haiz....
thought after wad happen dat day can give mi e strength to erase u frm my memories....
i was wrong....
i'm missin u badly as day passed... esp ur smile... haiz...
:'(
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
10:22 PM
Sunday, November 25, 2007
hmmmm...
here to update liao le..
friday...
1st tym didnt skip e 2-4pm de lecture...
haha...
n tis is e first wk i've never skip any lessons at all..
yeah...
i'm so guai..
lol..
n ytd at nite meet wei heng and shiou to watch soccer at e mini pub somewhere in serangoon central...
cycle there frm hougang to meet them...haha..
den went hme ard 1am n reach home by 1.30am..
haha....
but in e end..
didnt really slp well...
kip on tinking abt someone...
haiz..
nw is jus hoping dat someone will b fine bahx.......
hmmmm.... later maybe meetin wrk fren andy toh go watch hitman...
haha..
but things r hard to say bahx...
gg off to get ready to cook liao le...
bye...
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
1:27 PM
Friday, November 23, 2007
hmmmm.....here to blog liao le....haha...jus wake up not too long ago....feelin super tired after my exertions ytd...sch starting from 10am-4pm...n today i will b guai n not skip e 2-4pm de lecture n it was only my 2nd tym attending e lecture if i go today..haha....den if really go....tis will b e 1st wk i've never skip any lesson at all.....haha....nw shall tok abt ytd bahx.....meet shiou ard 5pm at compass den we trained to city hall den go suntec walk... den after lyk ard 6plus we decided to walk frm city hall to doby ghuat....den ard 7pm lyk dat trained back hougang to my hse here n wait for jack to end his sch...den in e end while waiting,decided to plae bball...haha..it was fun...it's been a long tym since i last plae bball wif shiou liao le..haha...den ard 9.20pm lyk dat,jack finally came along wif jun jie den we faster plae a 2 vs 2 match before gg to haf our dinnner....yeah...for e 1st tym lyk duno how many mths,played bball for 2 days straight....n i'm lovin it....lol.....den after dinner,jun jie n shiou went home while jack n mi slack at my hse here n tok abt some things..haha..finally can chat wif him liao le....ever since my birthdae last mth,didnt really get to meet him.....haha...den nw is looking forward to meetin my sec sch fren tml...haha..hope tml faster come...dat's all for nw liao bahx...
i'm starting stand up again slowly liao le n things r startin to look gd for mi liao le....
nw is jus hoping dat U r feelin fine nw..nth matters to mi anymore liao le...as e most important thing is seeing u happy everyday...... =)
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
8:07 AM
Thursday, November 22, 2007
here to blog a while before gg out to meet shiou....sch end ard 11.30am den rush hme wait until ard 12.30pm jiu go hougang pt ntuc meet e uncles as well as mr tan for lunch..haha..miss chattin n havin lunch wif them..haha..den came home ard 2pm...haha...anyway...shall nw blog abt ytd bball session wif my classmates...it was fun playin them wif them.....kip on laughing throughout n everyone was tired due to laughing too much....den after bball went to e sch stadium to do some running b4 gg hme at ard 5pm...overall.... it was a gd workout for mi....haha...i'm lovin it...sports is my life....esp bball n running.....yeah....gg out liao le...tc everyone.... shall update tonight or wad bahx..=)
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
4:04 PM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
hmmmm.... here to blog for a while..
end sch ard 11.30am n reach hme by 12pm...
haha...
i'm lovin wed...
end sch early...
yeah...
gg back to sch to play bball wif my poly frens later ard 3pm...
haha..
hope my form will b gd today..
haha..
dat's all for nw le bahx..
=)
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
1:29 PM
Monday, November 19, 2007
hmmmm....
here to update liao le....
today 1st tym went sch frm 11am-6pm...
didnt skip e 4-6pm de lecture...
break my own record liao le...
haha...
overall sch was alrite bahx...
tink of tml jiu sch jiu sianz liao le..
esp e 3-5pm de lab...
sucks lyk hell.... wan change grp also cannot...
i dun wan to b with those china guys...
they're affecting my mood..
sianz...
anyway...
didnt go running today ard my neighbourhood today...
legs still feeling sore after ytd exertion where i push myself to e limits...
n yes..
running is one of e keys...
it helps to stabilize my emotions n build up my mental strength or confidence...
n i'm glad i've finally found e correct way of breathing while running ytd nite liao le.....
haha...
shall b gg running tml nite if e weather is gd bahx...
haha....
it's time i'll rise again.. n not b defeated by anything...
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
10:27 PM
I'm back.....
been busy tinking abt my mistakes these few days as well as to try to sort out some things....
frm nw on... i'll rise again n prove myself dat i can be successful....
i've found e keys to stand up again liao le....
n yes...
i'm happy nw..
i'll learn to control my emotions n understand myself better.....
these r e main things which i wan to improve myself on.....
TO ziyang...
thks for all ur advices u haf given mi
i'll rmb it for life de.....
u haf wake mi up n help mi stand up again liao le.....
CHEERS TO U!!!... =)
TO U....
if u reading this nw....
i jus wan say...
pls believe my love for u bahx...
let bygones b bygones bahz...
may e hatred u haf for mi be gone bahz...
misunderstandings or anything shld b tok out bahx...
n i'll wait for u de......
n i dun wan lose u as my fren.....
dat's all for nw le bahx..
gg to sch soon le.....tc everyone...
a brand new mi.... =)
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
9:45 AM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
haiz...
heart very pain nw.........
tired of everything liao le.......
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
11:43 PM
Saturday, November 10, 2007
haiz....
y is fate so cruel to mi????
givin mi tis kind of FCUKING life.....
wth....
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
1:22 PM
perhaps i shld haf died on tuesday....
i dun wan live everyday wif all e sadness inside mi...
life is really meaningless rite nw...
be it for my studies or wad....
haiz.......................................
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
9:21 AM
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
haiz...
jus came back frm sch... skip e 11am-1pm de lesson...
a lot of things haf happen ytd nite....
wishin i could b death soon.....
hope i'll meet wif an accident bahx...
dunno wat else to say le....
to U....
i jus wan to seek ur understanding....
cant u jus cool dwn n relax???...
y mus we quarrel everytym???...
y must fate b cruel to us everytym???
Losing U is lyk losing my soul....I jus wan to say I'm SORRY for everythin dat i've done....tc everyone...
bye...
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
11:36 AM
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
perhaps e end haf come for mi sooner den expected....i've enuff of all tis liao le......
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
11:03 PM
here to update liao le....
today supposed to go sch for 10.10am de lecture but in e end...
din go n went sch only at 1pm-5pm for sem project den for e semiconductor technology de lab..
sianz...
sem project was alrite...
do some UG drawing....n slack till e tym is up...
but for e lab..
1st tym i felt so useless abt myself...
starin at e blank trying to understand wat e experiment is abt...
but in e end... failed to do so n end up getting being scold by e teacher..
haiz...
feelin super moodless nw...
been havin headaches for e past few days liao le..
sucks lyk hell...
make a great bug mistake to quit my job n nw...
i'm feelin e consequences of it liao le..
haiz...
getting tired as days passed...
tryin to kip myself afloat..
haiz...
now is jus patiently waitin for U....
pls dun close e door on mi....
tinking of u everyday , every nite...
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
9:47 PM
Monday, November 05, 2007
hmmm....
here to blog a bit before gg out to meet shiou....
haiz...
feelin very dwn nw...
guess i've made e wrong decision to quit le bahz...
hw i wish i can c her again.....
perhaps last sat was e last tym i'll c her again liao bahx...
haiz......
thing arent gd for mi at all....
fate is so cruel to mi...
very sick n tired of everything liao le..
i've tried my very best liao le.........
if u r readin tis nw....
i'll b waitin for U...........
n i'll prove it to u...........
wo shi zhen de ai ni..
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
7:04 PM
hmmmm....
jus wait up n preparing to go sch liao le...
sianz....
didnt slp well ytd...
kip on tinking abt dat someone in my heart....
hoping dat she will recover frm her sickness soon...
nw super tired....
not much tymleft so cant realli write a complete de post..
shall do it tonight bahx...
tc..
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
8:46 AM
Friday, November 02, 2007
hmmm....
today start sch at 1010... den skip e 2-4pm de lecture to go wrk at 2pm..
haha..
wrk was alrite bahx..
as usual..
there's always plenty of laughter...
which is gd...
though it was jennifer whu is wrking nite today..
didnt realli feel any stress at all..
den at wrk halfway...
e stupid headache come back liao le...
up till nw still nt yet recover...
sianz...
tml most prob wrking 7am-10pm...
even if i'm super tired... i'll still force myself to carry on...
haha...
tml will b my 2nd last day at wrk liao le..
haiz...
haven even plan on wat to do after quittin e job le..
sianz...
feelin super tired nw...
gg to slp soon bahx guess...
though my mind kip on tinking abt someone.......
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
11:29 PM
Thursday, November 01, 2007
hmmm....
finally here to blog le..
haha...
ytd after sch ends at 1pm..
rush back hme to do e lab report den email it to ken...
haha..
den after dat...
meet shiou at 3.30pm den bused dwn to yishun golden village to watch e movie called brother which starts at 7.05pm...
den while waitin for e movie to start...
walk ard e yishun area for lyk dunno hw many tyms...
haha..
overall.. e movie is quite gd bahx..
n yes... e air con there is super cool...
haha..
den after e movie ends... bused back to hougang to haf our dinner den we slack till ard 10.30pm jiu go home le..
anyway...
todae start sch at 8am..
sianz..
end ard 1pm den went wrk frm 2-10pm....
wrk was ok bahx...
nth much to do de..
haha...
today is my 4th last dae at wrk liao le...
tml wrking again...
sunday wil b e last day liao le...
haiz...
dunno wat else to say liao le...
jus hopin dat fate will stop being cruel to mi liao le bahx...
dat's all for nw le bahx...
tc everyone..
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
11:22 PM